Dear father, where do I begin

remember the highway to the grand fucking hole in the sky

I’ve gauged out my eyes

I am soulless

Dear father, help me

flies are buzzing around my feet

this stench suffocates your child

Father, help me

flashes of darkness echoes around every corner

give me an oar

a hand

or a new beating heart

this time with the accurate septum, chambers and aortas

flashes again

Help me see.